Friday, March 19, 2004
Wasn't it Monday yesterday?
Time flies, especially when you're having fun. I can't believe it's already Friday.
Well, the week has been great.
Um...yeah.
Time flies, especially when you're having fun. I can't believe it's already Friday.
Well, the week has been great.
Um...yeah.
Friday, March 12, 2004
Your face, my fist.
Okay, afterschool fucking sucked.
Christopher says to go with my 'girlfriend', Daniela. I don't like her nor does she me, he just said that fucking around because of something that happened at the F.E.A. convention. I give Wendy my book and I run after him and catch him but I fall on my knees and scrape then. My left knee was bleeding.
A while after I go to the front of the school to wait for my mom and then a long time after these three idiots - a girl and two guys - see me and one of them acts like he's headbanging. He's obviously mocking rock because he knows I'm listening to rock. So they come over to where I'm sitting and just start laughing at me. For no reason. I then get up and take off my headphones and I forgot what I said, but at one point I called the first guy prejudicial and that he stereotpyes and none of the three have any idea what the prejudicial and stereotype mean. They were just being total asses. I would have seriously hurt one of them had there not been more than one.
Ugh.
I'm not in a good mood. I seriously want to break something. I'd like that thing to be their faces, the two guys. The girl is lucky she is a girl...damn bitch.
Okay, afterschool fucking sucked.
Christopher says to go with my 'girlfriend', Daniela. I don't like her nor does she me, he just said that fucking around because of something that happened at the F.E.A. convention. I give Wendy my book and I run after him and catch him but I fall on my knees and scrape then. My left knee was bleeding.
A while after I go to the front of the school to wait for my mom and then a long time after these three idiots - a girl and two guys - see me and one of them acts like he's headbanging. He's obviously mocking rock because he knows I'm listening to rock. So they come over to where I'm sitting and just start laughing at me. For no reason. I then get up and take off my headphones and I forgot what I said, but at one point I called the first guy prejudicial and that he stereotpyes and none of the three have any idea what the prejudicial and stereotype mean. They were just being total asses. I would have seriously hurt one of them had there not been more than one.
Ugh.
I'm not in a good mood. I seriously want to break something. I'd like that thing to be their faces, the two guys. The girl is lucky she is a girl...damn bitch.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Change!
Well, Nohemi is not pissed at me anymore. Everyone now knows that the teacher never found out. I wont' say I told them so! Gah. I'm always right.
And I got an A on my math test. An A! I so needed that.
After school I sat on the skateboard of a friend of mine, whose name I forgot because it's kind of hard to pronounce, spell, and I forgot it because I met him last week. Or the week before, but he's cool. He's Alex's friend so...yeah. They pushed me while I was on the skateboard and I was going and going and going and....I fell on ground. It hurt. My right hand stinged and like, my ass hurt. And my elbow. But it was so fucking awesome!
Teehee. Well, tomorrow needs to pass and then I'll be seeing you guys on AIM and ezBoard.
Well, Nohemi is not pissed at me anymore. Everyone now knows that the teacher never found out. I wont' say I told them so! Gah. I'm always right.
And I got an A on my math test. An A! I so needed that.
After school I sat on the skateboard of a friend of mine, whose name I forgot because it's kind of hard to pronounce, spell, and I forgot it because I met him last week. Or the week before, but he's cool. He's Alex's friend so...yeah. They pushed me while I was on the skateboard and I was going and going and going and....I fell on ground. It hurt. My right hand stinged and like, my ass hurt. And my elbow. But it was so fucking awesome!
Teehee. Well, tomorrow needs to pass and then I'll be seeing you guys on AIM and ezBoard.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Everything is falling apart...
Well, Alexandria gave me my copy of the TMV booklet and I'm really happy. However, it seems my friendship with Nohemi has ended becaus she is pissed off at me. She has it in her mind that I told one of our teachers that some people cheated on a test. I never did. I swear that I never did. I can't talk to her about it either because she won't listen.
It seems my friendships are falling apart.
Afterschool I talked with this friend of mine, Alex. It seems that he has the same problem I have; losing friends and that it seems that his best friends don't care about him but he knows they do yet it doesn't show. I feel the exact same way.
Friday is coming so slow. >_<
Well, Alexandria gave me my copy of the TMV booklet and I'm really happy. However, it seems my friendship with Nohemi has ended becaus she is pissed off at me. She has it in her mind that I told one of our teachers that some people cheated on a test. I never did. I swear that I never did. I can't talk to her about it either because she won't listen.
It seems my friendships are falling apart.
Afterschool I talked with this friend of mine, Alex. It seems that he has the same problem I have; losing friends and that it seems that his best friends don't care about him but he knows they do yet it doesn't show. I feel the exact same way.
Friday is coming so slow. >_<
Sunday, March 07, 2004
My true age.
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
I'm sick of it.
You know what? I'm sick of it. I am just so sick of it. I just can't keep a conversation with anyone and I'm sick of it. I can talk to someone now! At the expense of not being able to talk to someone else. And you guys don't even fucking like talking to me. Do you ever IM me? Nope. I have to IM you. I'm starting to really think you don't want to talk to me and you're just obliged to talk to me. I just wish I could talk to you guys, but no. I can't because I fail at conversations. So why keep on? God, I am so tempted to stop being loving and being hateful. I'm just so sick of it.
If I were to leave a chat, would you ask me if something is wrong? No. You would not. If I stay in the chat, no one talks to me. If I leave, no one talks to me.
You know what? I'm sick of it. I am just so sick of it. I just can't keep a conversation with anyone and I'm sick of it. I can talk to someone now! At the expense of not being able to talk to someone else. And you guys don't even fucking like talking to me. Do you ever IM me? Nope. I have to IM you. I'm starting to really think you don't want to talk to me and you're just obliged to talk to me. I just wish I could talk to you guys, but no. I can't because I fail at conversations. So why keep on? God, I am so tempted to stop being loving and being hateful. I'm just so sick of it.
If I were to leave a chat, would you ask me if something is wrong? No. You would not. If I stay in the chat, no one talks to me. If I leave, no one talks to me.
The catch.
I am never ordering something with one-day shipping from Amazon.com. The check was sent on the twenty-fourth or twenty-fifth and the items were shipped yesterday and said to arrive today. But the UPS website says it should arrive on the eigth. Great, just fucking great. I was so hyped, thinking they'd arrive today. Ugh.
And now, to the point of the title of this update, I've noticed that every time something good happens to me, there's always a catch. I can't keep a conversation with person A, but I can with person B. Now I can't keep one with person B and can with person A. Fucking great. Be able to talk with someone by losing another.
And all this fucking crap about Nicole and I making a good and/or cute couple is pissing me off. It's going to get my fucking hopes up, and then they'll be smashed. We just fucking hug in the way a couple hugs, that does not mean anything. Fuck. She doesn't like me as more than a friend, so there. I am so sick of this shit. I can't hug her without someone looking at us with an 'Awww' face or asking if we're going out. I am so sick of it.
Ah, friends, doesn't seem like they do care. I'm sure they do, it just doesn't show at times. I mean, not one of my friends ever IM...okay, so the ones from school do. I mean everyone else. And if they do IM me, it's to read something. God damn it.
Well, that's my little rant. Will anyone read this unless I tell them to? Nope. Would they care? Maybe.
Adios.
I am never ordering something with one-day shipping from Amazon.com. The check was sent on the twenty-fourth or twenty-fifth and the items were shipped yesterday and said to arrive today. But the UPS website says it should arrive on the eigth. Great, just fucking great. I was so hyped, thinking they'd arrive today. Ugh.
And now, to the point of the title of this update, I've noticed that every time something good happens to me, there's always a catch. I can't keep a conversation with person A, but I can with person B. Now I can't keep one with person B and can with person A. Fucking great. Be able to talk with someone by losing another.
And all this fucking crap about Nicole and I making a good and/or cute couple is pissing me off. It's going to get my fucking hopes up, and then they'll be smashed. We just fucking hug in the way a couple hugs, that does not mean anything. Fuck. She doesn't like me as more than a friend, so there. I am so sick of this shit. I can't hug her without someone looking at us with an 'Awww' face or asking if we're going out. I am so sick of it.
Ah, friends, doesn't seem like they do care. I'm sure they do, it just doesn't show at times. I mean, not one of my friends ever IM...okay, so the ones from school do. I mean everyone else. And if they do IM me, it's to read something. God damn it.
Well, that's my little rant. Will anyone read this unless I tell them to? Nope. Would they care? Maybe.
Adios.
Friday, March 05, 2004
Good day.
Well, it's been a good day.
Math was alright, I understood what we were doing.
Computers was cool. The air conditioning broke though and it was hot. I found out my reading level during computers, too! I - who was not born in this country and did not learn English until kindergarten-ish - read at a 12th grade reading level. I am that badass. Even better, that's what I read at last year, in seventh grade. Now I'm in eigth. I am so fucking badass. Someone give me a present, like a hug, kiss, or sex. Hopefully all three. Please?
Sixth period was alright. I got three participation points.
I am so awesome.
EDIT: Oh, dude, I look so awesome without a shirt and with these jeans.
Well, it's been a good day.
Math was alright, I understood what we were doing.
Computers was cool. The air conditioning broke though and it was hot. I found out my reading level during computers, too! I - who was not born in this country and did not learn English until kindergarten-ish - read at a 12th grade reading level. I am that badass. Even better, that's what I read at last year, in seventh grade. Now I'm in eigth. I am so fucking badass. Someone give me a present, like a hug, kiss, or sex. Hopefully all three. Please?
Sixth period was alright. I got three participation points.
I am so awesome.
EDIT: Oh, dude, I look so awesome without a shirt and with these jeans.
